Each and every season Allah has made for you and me to marvel at His wonders and praise Him thankfully
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Less than 24 hours
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Bertahan !
Salam wbt
Ya Allah, rasa nak muntah dah ni. Still working on Chapter 4.
*nanges*
I thought it can be finished by this this afternoon, rupanya part inferential analysis ni lebih memeningkan
Pening
Peninnnnng
Rasa nak muntah dah ni
Dalam kepala asyik terbayang R square, df, mean difference, sig 2 tail.bla.bla.bla
*nanges lagi*
Kelaparan pun melanda, bilik penuh dengan kertas dan buku
Bestnya kalau ada orang hantar makanan...
Nak order pizza mcm unhealthy, dahla seharian terperap asyik duk menaip di Humaira' Toshiba
Humaira' Toshiba cyg,
Pls be kind to me ye...jgn nkl2, jantungku nyaris berhenti waktu kamu taknak on tadi. Takut ok.
*nanges tak berlagu*
Bertahan
Bertahan
Bertahan buat kesekian kali
Tadabbur Surah Al Insyirah
So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief
Verily with every difficulty there is relief
Bertahan!
Friday, December 21, 2012
Nur-Hikari-Cahaya-Light
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
After days and days of tears, finally I found the light.Alhamdulillah
It doesn't mean that its going to be easy, no0
It is still hard, but at least I felt relief. In shaa Allah
I'll continue till the end
Please make dua for me and my friend Soraya Lin, lots of it
She inspired me to continue until the end. U go girl !
Jzkk to Kak Pah, my sweeeeet sis who never fails to motivate me and lend me her shoulder to cry on
Jzkk to my Adik Kerry cyg, for helping me typing the questionaire and accompany me to eat Nasi Kerabu
Mengidam mengalahkan orang mengandung.
Enough talk, till I write again
Gambatte!
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Give up or Not to Give Up
Sunday, December 16, 2012
K78
Senyum senyum senyum can't help my self dari rasa nak senyum
Mesti pelik agaknya pak cik Iran ng Chinese boy kat sebelah bilik carrel ni tengok saya tersenyum-senyum
Senyum sambil key-in data pulak tu =))
Alhmdulillah makin laju buat keje
I've told you right, don't give up. U can do it
The skies is the limit!
Allah Allah Allah
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Panic
Yesterday was Wednesday
Today is Thusday
Tomorrow is Friday
Oh noooooo
Uwaaaa* nangesss*
Macamane ni, semalam punya goal tak tercapai
Goal for yesterday- 50 questionaire
Achievement for yerterday- 38 questionaire. erk, itu pun campur yang hari Selasa punya
Ya Allah, seriussly panic
Ya Allah mohon kekuatan dari mu
Hasbi Allah Wani'mal Wakeel
O Allah indeed you are my saviour
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Unknown
Assalamualaikum wbt
Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan oleh Allah Taala untuk bernafas di bumiNya.
I know i shouldn't write a blog right now, but still i'm here. Typing, writing....
Now at PSZ. Bertapa buat kesekian kalinya. I reaaaally hope, i manage to finish this task. Dear Allah, please guide me, give me strength to go through this test..Secara logiknya, kalau difikir-fikir kalau tidur di PSZ pun macam tak boleh siap.huuu.
Shoooshh away all the bad feelings....Mesti bersemangat, pleaseee!
In shaa Allah... have faith
So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief
Verily with every difficulty there is relief
Despite this hardship, I thank Allah for a wonderful people in my life, their kindest heart and prayers give me strength. Alhamdulillah...
Ok. Now focus, SPSS here I come
Bismillahirahmanirahim
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Jangan berkira dengan Allah
Jzkk, this an excerpt from here
Dah solat?
cukup 5 waktu? Tahniah, alhamdulillah..
Dah bertahajjud minggu ni?
Sunat qobliyah dan ba’adiah macam mana?
Sunat taubat dan hajat pula?
Witir?
Aih. Marah.
La..itu dah memang wajib, memang tanggungjawab dia pun. Rela tak rela, memang kena! Tapi ada ke dia belikan si anak tu hadiah yang dia nak sangat-sangat, basikal ke, buku ke, pistol air ke.. Berapa kali si ayah tu belikan kek harijadi, atau bawa pergi bercuti tanpa diminta?
“Katakanlah: “Ta’atilah Allah dan Rasul-Nya; jika kamu berpaling, Maka Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang kafir”.(Ali Imran:32)
“Dan bangunlah pada sebahagian dari waktu malam serta kerjakanlah “Sembahyang Tahajjud” padanya sebagai sembahyang tambahan bagimu, semoga Tuhanmu membangkitkan dan menempatkanmu pada hari akhirat di tempat yang terpuji”.(al-Isra’: 79)
jika dai’e nya sahaja lemah, tahajjud tak pernah buat, baca quran sekali sekala, mathurat setakat gitu-gitu sahaja, masih buang masa main games, chatting dengan perempuan/lelaki, umat ini mahu bergantung pada siapa lagi? (k,imtiaz)
“salahkah aku menjadi hamba yang bersyukur?” katanya. (muttafaq ‘alaih)
Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya.(ad dhuha:11)
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Kebergantungan kepada Allah
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Trust
Don't worry too much, pleasee
its ok
really
its ok
Don't worry
tenanglahh
Allah kan ada
Janji Allah tu kan benar
tak percaya ke
Betul la
Janji Allah itu benar
Allahh
Allahh
Dahlah tu
Yang penting jaga hubungan dengan Allah
Baiki yang kurang banyak sana- sini
Banyak sangat
Keep trusting in Allah
Keep having a good mind to Allah
Don't worry
Everything will be fine
Yes
Insha Allah
* smile*
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Broken
Alhamdulillah i found this article to help mending my broken heart.Ya Allah Ya Jabbar, please heal my broken heart T______T
Article is an excerpt from Suhaibwebb
In our journey to gain tranquility of the heart, we explored what we need to know when faced with difficult situations. We need to understand that Allah has told us we will be tested, that these tests are for a reason, and that there will be relief insha’Allah (God willing). When we are worried thinking about the future, we need to work hard but have full trust in Allah that He will not leave us, and we must always think well of Allah because that is what we will find.
Yet in certain circumstances we just feel… broken. Perhaps it is the death of someone close, perhaps a hurtful word, or perhaps a reason we can not pinpoint. Yet this feeling of brokenness can be an invitation to be better acquainted with al-Jabbar.
But isn’t al-Jabbar one of the Names that indicates Majesty and Strength, not Mercy and Beauty?
The root of al-Jabbar is ja-ba-ra and has a wide variety of meanings indicating Allah’s strength and majesty, which Sr. Amatullah explained to us in this excellent article. One of the basic meanings of this name is the One who compels and restores, and demonstrates Allah’s Majesty and Strength over His servants. This is a Name for the tyrants and oppressors to be aware of, because their misdeeds will not go unpunished.
Yet this Name has another dimension: al-Jabbar is the One who is able to restore and mend what is broken. Some of the great scholars would supplicate “Ya Jaabir kul kaseer” when they were faced with overwhelming difficulty, meaning “Oh You who mends everything that is broken.” The Arabic word for a splint that is used to help an arm heal when it is broken is “jibeera” from the same root ja-ba-ra. Thus, when we feel broken, we need to go to the only One who can mend our state–al-Jabbar. Sometimes when we get this broken feeling, shaytan (satan) tells us not to go to Allah because we are being hypocritical by only going to Allah when we are down. Yet this is untrue– Allah has named Himself al-Jabbar and given Himself this attribute; you cannot go to the One whose attribute is mending what is broken, and not be healed by Him.
The example of the Prophet ﷺ is a beautiful one. Imagine being 50 years old, having just lost both your wife of twenty-five years and your uncle who took care of you as a child. Imagine walking into a town in order to ask people for their protection, and instead have them throw stones at you until your feet bleed. How would you have felt? How exhausted, both spiritually and physically, would you have been? And yet, the Prophet ﷺ calls out to Allah in one of the most beautiful and heartfelt du`a’ (supplication):
“O Allah! To you alone I complain my weakness, my scarcity of resources, and the humiliation I have been subjected to by people. O Most Merciful of those who have mercy! You are the Lord of the weak, and You are My Lord too.
To whom have you entrusted me? To a distant person who receives me with hostility? Or to an enemy to whom you have granted authority over my affair?
But as long as You are not angry with me, I do no care, except that Your favor is a more expansive relief to me. I seek refuge in the light of Your Face by which all darkness is dispelled and every affair of this world and the next is set right, lest Your anger or Your displeasure descend upon me.
Yours is the right to reproach until You are pleased. There is no power and no might except by You.”
Read those words carefully. The du`a’ of the Prophet ﷺ was not “O Allah, please give me x and y.” It was literally the call of someone broken– complaining to Allah of his situation and expressing to Allah how he felt. What did Allah give him? A young boy by the name of Addaas saw the Prophet ﷺ, came to him with some grapes and kissed his bleeding feet. That is al-Jabbar. Imagine how the Prophet ﷺ must have felt after that, the relief he must have felt after the cruelty he was subjected to. And al-Jabbar healed the broken heart of the Prophet ﷺ in another way – He bestowed upon him the miraculous journey of al-Israa wal Mi’raaj (when the Prophet ﷺ traveled from Makkah to Jerusalem, and from Jerusalem to the Heavens in one night).
If we think about the journey, it did not accomplish a great victory nor did it help to convince the Quraysh that he was a Prophet. Rather, Allah honored him after all the hardship he had gone through. Think of the resolve the Prophet ﷺ must have had in his heart and the tranquility he must have felt after such an experience.
Therefore, we have to always remind ourselves of this blessed name al-Jabbar; Allah will mend your broken heart. It may be through a kind word from someone that brightens your day or it may be a talk that you attend. It may even be something greater. But call on Allah like the Prophet ﷺ did, recognizing this attribute, and know that He will manifest this Name in your life.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Maaf
Assalamualaikum wbt
Iman adalah mata yang terbuka
Mendahului datangnya cahaya
tapi jika terlalu silau, pejamkan saja
lalu rasakan hangatnya keajaiban
iman kita agaknya bukan bongkah batu karang yg tegak kukuh
dia hidup bagai cabang menjulang dan dedaun rimbun
selalu tumbuh, dan menuntut akarnya menggali kian dalam
juga merindukan cahaya mentati, embun dan udara pagi
persaudaraan adalah mukjizat, wadah yang saling berikatan
dengannya Allah persatukan hati-hati berserakan
saling bersaudara, saling merendah lagi memahami
saling mencintai, dan saling berlembut hati
-Sayyid Qutb-
Friday, February 10, 2012
Berjuang dengan hati
Assalamualaikum wbt..
Ya, Allah aku hamba-Mu yang tiada berdaya meneka segala perancangan yang telah engkau tetapkan buatku..Kurniakanlah buat diriku hati yang suci dan ikhlas menerima segala baik dan buruk yang telah engkau tetapkan..
Ya, Allah ku yakini setiap perancangan-Mu buatku adalah yang terbaik...Have faith!
"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; kerana sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (kurnia)"0128Surah Ali ’Imran:8
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Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Biar Sampai Kepada Hatimu
Baikkah? Atau hanya keburukan yang menanti
...Kerana cabaran itu datang tidak henti-henti
Kadangkala aku jadi penat dan rasa tidak bertenaga lagi
Apakah patut aku teruskan hingga ke akhirnya nanti?
Tetapi aku lihat kegembiraanmu
Dan bagaimana kau usap anak kecilmu dengan tulisanku
“Bacalah, bacalah, nanti dah besar biar jadi orang yang bagus”
Aku tidak berkata apa melainkan air mata di dalam hati bertukar menjadi arus
Saham-saham yang bukan untuk dunia ini
Tetapi untuk hari akhirat nanti
Dakwah itu seperti matahari
Memang bukan semua akan mengenai
Tetapi pasti ada yang disentuhi
Akhirnya aku berazam
Biar aku memperkuatkan diri
Biar nanti hingga benar-benar sampai kepada hatimu
Menyentuh jiwa agar kembali kepada Allah Yang Satu
Biar senyuman itu terbit kembali
Dan wujud di sisiku di akhirat nanti
“Ya Allah, inilah dia yang buat begitu dan begini”
“Mengajak kami kembali kepadaMu wahai Ilahi”
Dan Allah tersenyum kepadaku membayar segala perit dan jerih di dunia ini
Maka aku memilih untuk kekal menempuh duri-duri
Melaksanakan segala kerja sambil mempertingkatkan diri
Biar sampai benar-benar menyentuh jiwamu
Agar itu semua menjadi saksi buat hari nanti
Credit : Hilal Asyraf
Monday, February 6, 2012
Tunggu Sekejap Bunga
Kau mampu menyaingi lelaki dalam berbakti
Lembut bukan hiasan bukan jua kebanggaan
Tapi kau sayap kiri pada suami yang sejati
Disebalik bersih wajah mu disebalik tabir diri mu
Ada rahsia agung tersembunyi dalam diri
Itulah sekeping hati yang takut pada ilahi
Berpegang pada janji mengabdikan diri
Malu mu mahkota yang tidak perlukan singgahsana
Tapi ia berkuasa menjaga diri dan nama
Tiada siapa yang akan boleh merampasnya
Melainkan kau sendiri yang pergi menyerah diri
Ketegasan mu umpama benteng negara dan agama
Dari dirobohkan dan jua dari dibinasakannya
Wahai puteriku sayang kau bunga terpelihara
Mahligai syurga itulah tempatnya
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Bukan siapa-siapa
Sesungguhnya kita ini tidak tahu apa-apa; hanya menghirup sedikit sahaja dari ilmu milikNya.
Wahai tuhanku, aku memohon pilihan dengan ilmuMu dan memohon takdirMu dengan kekuasaanMu. Dan aku memohon daripada kelebihanMu yang amat besar. Sesungguhnya Engkau sahaja mampu segalanya dan aku tidak mampu dan Engkau amat mengetahui sedangkan aku tidak mengetahui. Engkau mengetahui segala perkara ghaib.
Wahai tuhanku sekiranya engkau ketahui bahawa perkara ini adalah yang terbaik buatku dalam perkara agamaku, didalam kehidupanku serta kehidupanku selanjutnya, maka takdirkanlah perkara itu untuk ku serta permudahkannya untuk ku dan berkatilah aku padanya. Sekiranya Engkau ketahui bahawa perkara ini adalah bukan yang terbaik buatku dalam perkara agamaku, di dalam kehidupan ku serta kehidupan ku selanjutnya, maka jauhilah daripadanya serta takdirkanlah yang terbaik buatku serta berkatilah aku. Berikanlah kebaikan di mana saja aku berada dan jadikanlah aku ini orang yang redha atas ketentuanMu.