Monday, December 19, 2011

Something I Really Wanted

Salam wbt..

Something I really wanted years ago..I keep praying to Allah that someday He'll give me a chance to feel THAT..sometimes when we pray we keep wondering "Does He listen to our prayer?" Indeed Allah is closer than our veins...Yes.Yes.Allah does answer our prayers. You just have to believe, keep bersangka baik dengan Allah, have a beautiful patience..insha allah everything wil be fine..Alhmdulillah. This is a precious gift for me. Thank u dear Allah for this blessing...

Thanks Allah for this >__<

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I believe

Salam wbt

Working on some writing, idea tak mau keluar.What to do ?? huhu.Ya Allah berikanlah ilham padaku..Insha Allah i will NOT give up. Usaha tangga kejayaan. I believe. Allahhh

When you’re searching for the light
And you see no hope in sight
Be sure and have no doubt
He’s always close to you

He’s the one who knows you best
He knows what’s in your heart
You’ll find your peace at last
If you just have faith in Him

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
My biggest wish is to see you one day

I believe
I believe
Do you believe, oh do you believe?

Coz I believe
In a man who used to be
So full of love and harmony
He fought for peace and liberty
And never would he hurt anything
He was a mercy for mankind
A teacher till the end of time
No creature could be compared to him
So full of light and blessings

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
If God wills we’ll meet one day

If you lose your way
Believe in a better day
Trials will come
But surely they will fade away
If you just believe
What is plain to see
Just open your heart
And let His love flow through

I believe I believe, I believe I believe
And now I feel my heart is at peace

Saturday, December 17, 2011


Salam wbt

Diam tak diam sekejap je masa berlalu..bila dingat-ingat balik seakan tak percaya dah sampai pun ke penghujung tahun 2011..Alhmdulillah, syukur masih diberi peluang oleh Sang Pencipta untuk menghirup udara di bumi milikNya ini.Sepanjang tahun 2011 ni, banyak sangat nikmat yang Allah bagi. Umur, pekerjaan, ilmu, keluarga, sahabat dan tarbiah. Marilah kita sama2 muhasabah kembali apa yang Allah dah beri pada kita agar kita ni boleh jadi hamba yang bersyukur. Saya akui setiap dari kita pasti mempunyai keinginan yang pasti tak tertunai lagi. Saya pun ada, Setiap kita pasti ada. Walaubagaimanapun, cuba renung-renung kembali semua nikmat yang Allah dah bagi..banyak bukan..rasa kalau di buat list mesti panjang berjela.. Maka kita, bila mana rasa down aja, kurang tu kurang ni, tak dapat itu tak dapat ini, cuba muhasabah balik apa yang Allah dah bagi sebenarnya mmg dah cukup banyak...selalunya kita jarang nak bersyukur..Mudah-mudahan bila kita jadi hambaNya yang banyak bersyukur, Allah tambah lagi nikmat yang lain-lain...Bersangka baik dengan Allah.Insha Allah..Ya Allah, jadikan aku hambamu yang bersyukur..

Tuesday, June 7, 2011


Salam wbt..Kadang-kadang bila kita berdoa, sering kali kita harapkan Allah akan makbulkan doa kita tu cepat-cepat kan..dahla tu, berdoa pun bila rasa diri ditimpa kesusahan, kesedihan, kehilangan dan bermacam lagi perkara yang menyesakkan dada..sebab itulah manusia diuji, kerana Allah mahu mendengar rintihan hambanya meminta...dan hakikatnya berapa ramai dari kita yang meminta dari Allah dengan bersungguh-sungguh tatkala diri dilimpahi dengan kemewahan, kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan..Itulah realitinya..Ya Allah dekatkan diriku kepada Mu susah mahupun senang... for sure, Allah know's best..this is an excerpt for here

“Is He [not best] who responds to the desperate one when he calls upon Him…” (Qur’an, 27:62)

For whatever problem we have, whatever difficulty we find ourselves in, we have the most powerful weapon to ward off the pain that plagues us. It is the weapon of du`a’. We know with certainty that Allah is Al-Mujeeb (The Responsive). We have read many articles telling us about the importance of du`a’, but in order for our du`a’ to be truly meaningful, we must accompany that du`a’ with a certain brokenness in the heart. This brokenness is the feeling of utter need, submission and surrender to Allah, and realizing that truly it is only He who can get us out of our state. In a beautiful hadith qudsi, Allah says:

“O My servants, I have forbidden oppression for Myself and have made it forbidden amongst you, so do not oppress one another.
O My servants, all of you are astray except for those I have guided, so seek guidance of Me and I shall guide you,
O My servants, all of you are hungry except for those I have fed, so seek food of Me and I shall feed you.
O My servants, all of you are naked except for those I have clothed, so seek clothing of Me and I shall clothe you.
O My servants, you sin by night and by day, and I forgive all sins, so seek forgiveness of Me and I shall forgive you.
O My servants, you will not attain harming Me so as to harm Me, and will not attain benefitting Me so as to benefit Me.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as pious as the most pious heart of any one man of you, that would not increase My kingdom in anything.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as wicked as the most wicked heart of any one man of you, that would not decrease My kingdom in anything.
O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to rise up in one place and make a request of Me, and were I to give everyone what he requested, that would not decrease what I have, any more that a needle decreases the sea if put into it.
O My servants, it is but your deeds that I reckon up for you and then recompense you for, so let him who finds good, praise Allah, and let him who finds other than that, blame no one but himself.” (Muslim)

Subhan’Allah (exalted is Allah), this hadith requires us to read it more than once to truly grasp its meaning. In essence, Allah is telling us that everything is from Him – He possesses this whole world and all that is in it, therefore we should seek all of our needs from Him.

Allah has named Himself Al-Mujeeb, which means the One who responds. Just as we are certain that the Qur’an is true, we must be certain that Allah, Al-Mujeeb, will answer our call. We should never think that Allah will not answer, because by feeling so, we are denying this attribute (siffat) of Allah. Whenever we are feeling down, we should not hesitate to ask Him over and over again, and to go into sujood (prostration) and plead because that is the closest that we are to Him. If we realize this, the doors of mercy have been opened for us, because the Prophet ﷺ said, “For whoever the door of du`a’ opened, for him the doors of mercy are opened.” (Tirmidhi).

Your du`a’ is deposited with Allah, and as was narrated from the Prophet ﷺ, your du`a’ does something. Either Allah will speedily answer your du`a’ or He will save it for you until the Hereafter, or He will avert something bad equal to the value of the du`a’ (Ahmad). So we should never leave du`a’. The Prophet ﷺ told us, “Do not stop making du`a’, because nobody who makes du`a’ is forsaken.” (Hakim)

Insha’Allah, you will be answered. The Prophet ﷺ said, “Verily your Lord is Generous and Shy. If His servant raises his hands to Him (in supplication) He becomes shy to return them empty.” (Ahmad, Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi)

Remember: our Lord is not forgetful. Sometimes you might even forget that you once made du`a’ for something, but He might give it to you years later.

No answer?

We must always have certainty that Allah answers. But sometimes doubt enters one’s heart: “…But I asked, I made du`a’... and I don’t see anything?” Firstly, just as we know that Allah is Al-Mujeeb, we must also know He is Al-Hakeem (the Most Wise).

He may delay answering your prayer for a number of reasons; one is to test your trust in Him. We all say we believe Allah is the Al-Mujeeb when everything lands at our feet, but what about when we don’t immediately see the fruits of our du`a’? I knew a woman who was telling the story of how her husband did not pray. When she married him, she didn’t know, and as the marriage progressed she discovered that he was skeptical of religion as well. So she would wake up every night for qiyam al-layl (the night prayer) and plead with Allah to guide Him. Do you know how long she prayed for? Two years. And she says it was so unexpected; he came home from a business trip with a complete change of heart. It turns out that on the plane he was seated next to a great sheikh who began talking to him. And that is how he changed.

Another reason is that Allah knows when it is best to answer. Perhaps you are asking for a job and He could give you a job at this very moment, but He will delay it because He knows that in a couple of months, a better job will come along. Perhaps what you are asking for is not good for you, or He will give you something better in the Hereafter.

Allah also may delay the answer to make us work harder so we are prepared for it. If we look at Palestine, we may think, “Wow, the Muslim Ummah prays so much and we don’t see anything changing.” But in truth, although the majority of the Ummah prays intensely during Ramadan, many do not make du`a’ with true pleading. It is almost an afterthought. And if we do (such as when we see the carnage that happened in Gaza) we do not follow up our words by utilizing the means to change the situation; we forget (as is happening now). There are some genuine people who work for change, but they are a minority. So we need to be patient because we need to know that Allah is training the Ummah. The answer is being delayed so that we become worthy of this task.

There is a beautiful hadith qudsi which states that Allah sometimes delays the answer because He loves hearing the sound of His servant (At-Tabari). Many of us would ask and then when we get what we want we stop going to Allah; but imagine that when the answer is delayed, Allah loves to hear YOUR voice again as you call Him. Wow.

Allah does not place a burden on us greater than we can bear. If the answer to your du`a’ has been delayed, it’s because Allah KNOWS you can handle it. He tests those whom He loves, so keep asking and remember that Allah makes with hardship ease. And remember, as with tawakkul, we need to exert effort as well.

Four conditions

Ibn Al-Qayyim said he who fulfills the following conditions should know that Allah will surely answer his du`a’:

  1. Have certainty that Allah subhanahu wa ta`ala will answer your du`a’. The Prophet ﷺ said, ”Ask Allah with certainty that He will answer your prayers.” (Tirmidhi)
  2. Show submissiveness and devotion during your du`a’. The Prophet ﷺ said, ‘Know that Allah will not accept the supplication from an absent heart.’ (Tirmidhi)
  3. Be patient and do not hasten for an answer. The Prophet ﷺ said: ‘The du`a’ of any worshipper will continue to be responded to, as long as… he is not hasty’ i.e. as long as he doesn’t lose patience. [Muslim]
  4. Continue to gain a lawful means of living. The Prophet ﷺ narrated a story about a man asking Allah, saying “O Lord! O Lord!” but his food was unlawful, his drink was unlawful, his clothing was unlawful, and he was nourished unlawfully; so how can he be answered?!” (Muslim)

Friday, May 20, 2011

You Are..

“You are my Comfort
You are my Solace
You are my Saviour
From all horrors
You are my Friend
You are my Strength
You’re with me through life
You walk the whole length
You are The Light
You are The Truth
Your Dhikr is my addiction
Cultivated in youth
You are The Source
You know my destiny
You hold my fate
From me a mystery
You send me trials
You know my pain
You teach me through hardship
I have much to gain
You bestow me with fruits
In abundance to savour
Yet You are patient
When I forget Your favours
You send the rain
And the rainbows too
With hardship comes ease
These words ring true
Enlighten my heart
Enliven my spirit
Let deeds in Your Name
Take up my minutes
Of this temporary life
Let me make use
To win Your pleasure
When my records You peruse
Help me stand up against the devil
Let me always do what’s right
Deliver me from peril, Oh Lord
To You belongs all might.”

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


Assalamualaikum wbt..

Bad me. Kenapa ye susah sgt nak istiqomah tulis di blog ni?aduhai

I once PROMISE myself to write something about Tazkeerah-thing since Lin request to...and honestly its been on my mind for a long time even before she ask me to.

Banat ask me to update and wish to hear me babbling, and still i don't have any mood to write.

i don't know why !

Ah someday maybe..someday ...

i pray that ' someday' will come

pray for me too... please?


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